Charactarantula Posted March 23, 2014 Posted March 23, 2014 Short and sweet... I love my girlfriend. We've been together nearly 3 years. She is amazing, beautiful, smart and in many ways exactly what I've always wanted. But all I can think of are the negatives. She's sexually closed minded, she doesn't do "typical" girlfriend things like taking pictures of us. She has always had a hard time showing her emotions, other than the written word but I understand why, as she's had a messed up life. I fought tooth and nail to get l be with her. Her abusive parents nearly kept her locked away from the world. One day she begged me to come get her and take her away from it all and without hesitation, I did it. I'll never regret that decision and no matter what I know she will always be grateful but I feel like we could both be happier now. Anyway, I love her and care about her more then anyone else including her family. I'm basically all she has. No family around, not many friends either. We live together and I can't help but wonder if I'm only with her because she has no one and nowhere to turn to besides myself. I care for her deeply and would hate to hurt her or leave her because she'd literally be homeless and lose her job and in turn, her health insurance. Lately things have been tense and I can't help but feel like as much as I care about her I am not ready to settle when I'm so young and it just doesn't feel like I thought it would at this point. I mean I would do anything for her but I don't think this is a healthy relationship for either of us. I'm sure I could have explained this better but it's late, I'm on my phone and had to get these thoughts of my chest. She talks about marriage and some days it feels right and others I wish I never rescued her from her legitimately evil parents and brought her here. Maybe I'm the problem, I honestly don't know what to think anymore. I don't want to lose this woman but I feel like there is so much I've missed out on and I don't know if that will lead to resentment one day. As you can see, there I'd a lot going on here and I've only began to touch on the issues. Thoughts?
Noproblem Posted March 23, 2014 Posted March 23, 2014 It's Ok You were nice, you helped her You loved her but you were young now your feeling towards her have changed into something else Best thing to do is to take a time off ...Try to travel alone and sort things out on your own... You are still young, no need to rush into things you feel you are not ready for yet.
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