bigglebiggle Posted March 19, 2014 Posted March 19, 2014 We broke up sort of out of the blue because one day she decided that she didn't want to be tied down anymore...although i was incredibly cool about her going out and hanging out with whomever and doing whatever. i was not restrictive at all and supported her in being more social. we then broke up obviously and literally a week after....she was hanging out with another guy, supposedly only kissed him, but was also doing heavy drugs with him...she came crawling back texting me and not leaving me alone...and told me all that i just said in order to be "honest." so from that point on i was an idiot and forgave her and we continued to hang out and sleep together like usual even though we were still technically not together. so more info: we dated for a long time and we broke up around half a year ago, but we didn't stop speaking or sleeping together because, well, she wouldn't leave me alone even though she initiated the break up. we probably slept together and hung out frequently for another 5 months up until about a month ago. The entire time though, she would tell me she was talking to guys (although she said she didn't like any of them), but never anything more than talking ( so she says). Every time one of the guys screwed her over ( stopped talking to her for another girl/ or simply wanted sex and wasn't getting it), she would ***** to me. The entire time i'm thinking....well you were sleeping with me on a regular basis the whole time you spoke to this guy...so how exactly can you be angry? She then out of the blue stopped speaking to me all together even though the last time we hung out, it was definitely in a romantic way....I feel as though she practically played me and almost every one of those guys who liked her...all the while complaining about how all of the guys were players and douche bags. i find it almost hypocritical and slutty....how can you just do that to people and especially to someone who was always there for them and put up with all their bull****. never got closure and even if i did, i'm unsure if i would even feel better. it sucks because, sadly enough, i've had quite a few ex's do this to me in the past and i'm just tired of it and don't understand why so many think they can do that **** and that it's completely fine. this entire ordeal has really ****ed with my emotions because she seems to think i'm the one who has been irrational and ****ty when i stuck by her through all that crap...and tried my best to keep calm and let things progress between her and i again...but she clearly has mental issues and i feel so lost right now.
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