emi Posted March 8, 2014 Posted March 8, 2014 I got dumped last year around july then my school started few weeks after that, it was bad time, i struggled throught my final year with heavy load of schoolwork but the breakup affected me so bad that i did poorly at semester 1 Now its semester 2 and im improving , since it has been awhile and im starting to move on but my semester 2's grade cant compensate for semester's 1 so i will graduating as B rank Then this july i will be having university entrace exam. Graduating as B rank wont affect my chance to take the exam but however i feel bad about it. Im pity that i dated and ****ed myself over. Back then, i did my best to hold myself together but it wasnt enough. Im feeling pretty low right now. Im not even thinking about getting back with my ex or whatever, im just think that if i was smart enough not to date him my life is much better right now. Ghosh im so angry with myself
JDPT Posted March 8, 2014 Posted March 8, 2014 I can certainly resonate with you. I was dumped last year around May. I surprisingly managed to get As on all my classes but it wasn't without a substantial amount of effort set forth. There were certain times when I would read a line and had no clue what I just read and ended up reading it 5 times to finally scratch the surface of whatever I was reviewing. It was so time consuming and painful to sit down and attempt to study but I managed to do it and now it's all over. I really couldn't take another day of it. However, if you compare yourself then to now, you would agree that you have come a long way. Continue to power through these times. I/we understand how excruciating it can become at times but keep in mind that the pain will eventually subside but not without you proactively working on yourself and making the following day a better one. Hang on and be strong, don't ever give up, it does eventually get better.
Author emi Posted March 8, 2014 Author Posted March 8, 2014 (edited) Thank you JDPT I moved past the time when i was badly damaged by the breakup, but now i have to dealing with the consequence. Im feeling useless now for letting it affect so much on my study, im not really mind about him anymore though And yes, im totally remember i went days reading the same book but cant seem to concentrate or delve into it Edited March 8, 2014 by emi
Musing Posted March 8, 2014 Posted March 8, 2014 I got dumped last year around july then my school started few weeks after that, it was bad time, i struggled throught my final year with heavy load of schoolwork but the breakup affected me so bad that i did poorly at semester 1 Now its semester 2 and im improving , since it has been awhile and im starting to move on but my semester 2's grade cant compensate for semester's 1 so i will graduating as B rank Then this july i will be having university entrace exam. Graduating as B rank wont affect my chance to take the exam but however i feel bad about it. Im pity that i dated and ****ed myself over. Back then, i did my best to hold myself together but it wasnt enough. Im feeling pretty low right now. Im not even thinking about getting back with my ex or whatever, im just think that if i was smart enough not to date him my life is much better right now. Ghosh im so angry with myself Hey Emi, Don't beat yourself up over this. I assume you are entering Uni from high school/secondary? If there is anything I learned was that my University experience totally overshadowed any grades I made back in high school. As a matter of fact, those didn't affect me much in the end at all. Just be sure to study and work hard in university and use this experience to prepare! About your feeling towards your ex - everyone goes through rough patches in their lives, the ones who come out strong are the ones who didn't give up. And from what I read, you did not give up. You still went through school instead of dropping or flunking out. So you didn't get the grades you wanted, so what? Yeah it might be a bummer but you are still on track to obtaining your goal. That's what matters. Everyone has ups and downs in life and it might affect their work or education. Everyone can attest to this. But as long as you keep your head above the water, which you have, everything will work itself out. Just don't stop focusing. 1
HeartbrokenNewbie Posted March 8, 2014 Posted March 8, 2014 We all do it x everything goes to pot when u are emotionally struggling x don't beat yourself up just get it back on track xx 1
Author emi Posted March 9, 2014 Author Posted March 9, 2014 Hey Emi, Don't beat yourself up over this. I assume you are entering Uni from high school/secondary? If there is anything I learned was that my University experience totally overshadowed any grades I made back in high school. As a matter of fact, those didn't affect me much in the end at all. Just be sure to study and work hard in university and use this experience to prepare! About your feeling towards your ex - everyone goes through rough patches in their lives, the ones who come out strong are the ones who didn't give up. And from what I read, you did not give up. You still went through school instead of dropping or flunking out. So you didn't get the grades you wanted, so what? Yeah it might be a bummer but you are still on track to obtaining your goal. That's what matters. Everyone has ups and downs in life and it might affect their work or education. Everyone can attest to this. But as long as you keep your head above the water, which you have, everything will work itself out. Just don't stop focusing. Thank you for your support. Yes i gonna be a university's student in around 4 months ( if i pass ) . I did hang on and didnt give up but however inside me feel really pissed of and just want him to pay for the hell he put me throught
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