Author David87 Posted March 13, 2014 Author Posted March 13, 2014 You still love her? Also answer, What she thinks about you now? I don't love her, but I care for her and if it were possible I would definitely try again, but I know I've blew of all my chances with her. Zahara the second time I went there I didn't kiss ''Amanda'' In front of my ex, I tried to be civil, I broke them apart when they were about to start a fight. I'm so sorry for what I did, there's no turning back now...
MidwestUSA Posted March 13, 2014 Posted March 13, 2014 What were you thinking even going back knowing Amanda was there? And you didn't learn enough to keep alcohol out of the picture. You all need to stay as far away from each other as possible. 1
Author David87 Posted March 13, 2014 Author Posted March 13, 2014 What were you thinking even going back knowing Amanda was there? And you didn't learn enough to keep alcohol out of the picture. You all need to stay as far away from each other as possible. Well I did talk to my ex that night when she and I were sober, she told me that I've always been there for her and that we should be together, we even made plans to go to a club in the weekend. But then they started to fight and all hell broke loose. I've left her alone since then, we talked the next day on the phone and I've sent her a happy womens day text on the 8 of march since then we haven't talked. I'm not texting or calling her, I left her alone because I know that she doesn't whant to hook up with me.
Zahara Posted March 13, 2014 Posted March 13, 2014 Zahara the second time I went there I didn't kiss ''Amanda'' In front of my ex, I tried to be civil, I broke them apart when they were about to start a fight. I'm so sorry for what I did, there's no turning back now... But you allowed alcohol to be involved. You even went with Amanda to go get the alcohol. At that point you should have said, "Wait up, I'm here to fix things with the ex and that is the primary concern." When your ex said you both should be together, she was giving you what you wanted but then Amanda comes out and asks who you like most, you say both of them. Amanda should have meant shytt to you. You all should stay way from each other. It's all so toxic. 1
Author David87 Posted March 13, 2014 Author Posted March 13, 2014 But you allowed alcohol to be involved. You even went with Amanda to go get the alcohol. At that point you should have said, "Wait up, I'm here to fix things with the ex and that is the primary concern." When your ex said you both should be together, she was giving you what you wanted but then Amanda comes out and asks who you like most, you say both of them. Amanda should have meant shytt to you. You all should stay way from each other. It's all so toxic. You are spot on, my ex was my only concern. But I allowed drinking and also I screwed up because of Amanda, of course I'm the only one to blame for alowing such a thing. I dont know why I accepted the invitation when I knew that Amanda was there. Zahara thanks for the wise words.
Author David87 Posted March 24, 2014 Author Posted March 24, 2014 Yesterday morning, after I woke up I recived a text ( you guest it ) from my ex. Ex : Good morning, how are you ? Me: I'm fine, just woke up, Im about to go drink my coffe. Ex: Can I join you? So I said yes, I picked her up, enjoyed our coffee. We end up spending 2 hours catching up. After coffe she invited me to go for a walk with her in the park so I went, after that we went to a restaurant spend 2 hours. It was ok. She texted me alot after I left her home. Don't know what to do from here because I don't like her that much now. I feel like I need to be left alone. This dating thing sucks, during our date the model was texting me like crazy, I responded to her with no shame. My ex was a little jealous but that's how it is. I've realised that I'm not ready for a relationship and it sucks because I used to love being in one. I'm such a mess.
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