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Did you ever meet a girl and you thought she was the one right away, I had that feeling last year when I met my ex, I thought we would be together for a very long time, we had our first date at a coffee shop and it was perfect it was our first date and after we kissed outside by my truck, the next day we went out for supper she didn't want to go back to her parents place because she thought it was too soon, I accepted that we just watched the hockey game at the bar.

 

Finally I went to her house and met her family, it was perfect they accepted me right away, a couple weeks later we we're sitting in her car we talked all night and she told me she wanted to date, still remember like it was yesterday, we got really close, then she met my family and my whole family loved her, then things went down hill, we would argue, fight, I still feel bad over it, some of it was my fault and I wish I could go back and fix it but I can't.

 

She wanted a break it hurt so much but I accepted what she wanted, then it happend 2 weeks after my birthday after buying me a cake gifts telling me she loved me she broke up with me 2 weeks after my birthday saying she didn't love me anymore I told her I loved her but she couldn't say it back, I begged, pleaded it hurt, finally I let go.

 

It's been 1 year no contact over a year! after all we've been through its hard to believe but life goes on, for all of you hurting life goes on it hurts I know it does, it sucks having so much feelings then bam it's gone she's gone just a memory of the times together, stay strong it gets better! Never beg or plead if I could go back that's what I would change, thanks for reading my rant! :)

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