Petunia20 Posted February 28, 2014 Posted February 28, 2014 (edited) So after 8 months of NC I am doing a lot better. Havent heard from him or anything about him. I think of him here and there but not to the point where I feel like I'm being torn apart inside. My cousin is getting married March 14th and I am driving out 12 hours for the wedding. The wedding just so happens to be where my ex lives. My cousin's soon to be new hubby lives an hour from there and they both decided to get married in my ex's city. She just told me the venue had changed about a month ago. SInce then I have had all these old feelings come back. Im anxious , sad and scared of seeing him. From what I know he is still with the girl he cheated on me with. So those feelings of she's better than me, they have a better relationship than me and him ever had are coming back. Questions that I had tried to bury months ago. Any words of wisdom or advice on how to cope with this? Edited February 28, 2014 by Petunia20
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