Gallaxia Posted February 27, 2014 Posted February 27, 2014 (edited) After fighting & me yelling at him a month ago, he ignored me (see my older posts). We continued to follow each other on Twitter. He continuously posted stuff to get a rise out of me, including a tasteless joke at my expense. About 3 weeks later I sent him an email to see if he wanted to talk about what happened- like adults, (yelling at him on the phone for something selfish he did) and he basically said 'no thanks, it's over/best of luck'. I emailed him back anyway (stubborn girl! lol) and explained to him the actions he took to make me react that way I did and that it wasn't just me getting mad 'out of the blue', that I care for him but I understood that if he wants it that way then ok. Valentine's Day came and I got a delivery of flowers and posted a pic on Twitter with no ill intentions. Quite frankly, he hadn't entered my mind when I did it, and besides they were from my girlfriend who felt bad for what happened to me just before Valentine's Day. Well he saw them and went ballistic and was posting how he "didn't care who I was %^$&", I mean, 'dating' anymore. His posts were becoming more and more frequent in the past few days, to the point where a couple of his closest friends were even trying to tell him to "calm down", "relax" and "let it go"- To no avail. I was at peace with everything but the way he was acting was embarrassing for us, and for him so I thought the best thing would be for me to leave and (now knowingly) than to continue to antagonize him because it seemed like e-v-e-r-y-thing I was doing was triggering him. So today I finally went full NC (I should have listened to your guys' advice and done it a lot sooner!). I foolishly believed that we could have remained on somewhat civilized terms. Just went to look at my page and I see he's still following me, so I don't think he has any idea I stopped following him today... So even though we weren't technically speaking to one another, (foolishly) it seemed like there might have been a sliver of a chance of us talking somewhere down the road. But now, not only is it over. It's like, over over. Anyway, so why do I feel like crap? I'm sorry I had to vent. There are some really wise people here. I figured someone can talk me out of this funk I'm in. Edited February 27, 2014 by a LoveShack.org Moderator
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