STM206 Posted February 19, 2014 Posted February 19, 2014 (edited) I went in today for an evaluation. They asked about my history and I told them the truth, I tried to emphasize that I'm just having a difficult time with this breakup. It was my first serious relationship. They said sadly I wasn't qualified to get counseling services under their company. Apparently you need to come in with a noose around your neck in order to get some attention. I explained the gist of my break up and her jaw dropped, she said "wow, he actually left you like that? He has to have been somewhat of a narcissist, most people don't treat the ones they shared that many years with like that" she proceeded to tell me that this depressed feeling can last a year. Relieving yet frustrating. I felt relieved for a bit and then had a crying fit in my car. I hate crying around people, there's this stigma that men aren't supposed to boo hoo over things. Now looking for another counselor that I can talk with, I feel like I've talked my parents ears to death and don't want to stress them out anymore than they already are. I have friends, but I'm scared to push them away with my emo attitude right now, I know in their heads "it's been 2 months, get over it already!". I know I'm not alone, but I've never felt so alone. It's when I needed him the most and he's no where to be found. Edited February 19, 2014 by STM206
picnicinthepark Posted February 20, 2014 Posted February 20, 2014 STM I'm not coping well today either. I feel like any advice I give you will be redundant but I promise you that everything is going to be okay. My ex also left me when I needed her the most and it really hurts. Know that you are not alone and that I am here for you! Keep your head up and look forward not back! 1
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