ithappenedagain Posted February 19, 2014 Posted February 19, 2014 I hate flash memories. I've been having the same one over and over the last few days. Basically.... I will be doing fine and then BAM this memory of her and I on our last vacation together (3 months ago) pops up..I remember the exact thing she was wearing and the exact thing we were doing together.... I instantly get this weird feeling in my gut/stomach and get sad for a brief second.... Then...Somehow I carry on. Ugh. Hate when this happens...
StringsAttached Posted February 19, 2014 Posted February 19, 2014 Your username is perfect for this situation. lol Weather the storm bro.
picnicinthepark Posted February 19, 2014 Posted February 19, 2014 I hate flash memories. I've been having the same one over and over the last few days. Basically.... I will be doing fine and then BAM this memory of her and I on our last vacation together (3 months ago) pops up..I remember the exact thing she was wearing and the exact thing we were doing together.... I instantly get this weird feeling in my gut/stomach and get sad for a brief second.... Then...Somehow I carry on. Ugh. Hate when this happens... This happens to me too but while its sad for a moment the memory is great. I can't recall if your RS ended on a good or bad note but regardless you remember these memories for a reason. Some day down the road we'll look back on all these memories from a less emotional place and we will be truly grateful for the time we spent with them. Its painful right now though I know (I believe our BU's were around the same time?) but it will pass. We are still young and we have many more memories to make! Next time this happens I think its best to just let it be and feel whatever you feel. Right now I'm thinking about the last vacation we took together to NYC in the summer. The memory is so vivid. I'm smiling right now because we had a great time and I will never forget that trip we took together. Hang in there brother everything is going to be okay!
Author ithappenedagain Posted February 19, 2014 Author Posted February 19, 2014 Picnic - I don't know how you do it brother! LOL. I wish I could smile and take in the memories when they arise, but I get the complete opposite feeling. I just get really sad and start missing her. Our BU wasnt a bad ending.. She had just had enough. We had been fighting a lot over the last few weeks of the relationship and apparently I wasnt giving her the love and affection she needed (which is not true in my mind)... We lived together which added another dimension to the picture.. It has just been hard on me. I feel so alone sometimes and it's in these moments when she pops up in my mind. It's been a little over a month since everything happened. It has been a complete whirlwind. So much has happened. I moved out, got a new place, moved into the new place, etc etc etc. Very very very limited contact with her - just basically 2 text conversations in the last month about stuff we needed to collect from eachother. This person I loved so much, is now just a distant memory
Author ithappenedagain Posted February 19, 2014 Author Posted February 19, 2014 Strings - Thanks. Trying my best to weather the storm. Holding strong
Author ithappenedagain Posted February 19, 2014 Author Posted February 19, 2014 Strings - Thanks. Trying my best to weather the storm. Holding strong
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