LostConfused123 Posted February 19, 2014 Posted February 19, 2014 Thanks Lost It's sucks either way. No matter if they have moved on with someone or not... The fact that they CHOSE to leave us will always hurt the most. But these games my mind have been playing on me lately SUCK! How are you doing? Making progress? Hugs back at ya! Thank you! Yeah, I FINALLY feel like I'm making progress. It was weird. The last few weeks I have felt like I hit a plateau. Not worse but, nit better either. Kinda like purgatory. Feeling much better today. I know tomorrow I may feel lousy again so I'm enjoying this while it lasts. LOL! You're right about how excruciating it is that they chose to exist our lives. It's a blow to the heart, ego, soul, brain, everything!! I have recently jumped back into my art work so that has helped immensely. I wasn't in the mood at all the past few months and now I find myself wanting to rush home and paint. Been months since I was excited about it so that is a huge relief. I feel like I'm getting closer to my old self but better and stronger. Best of luck in your healing. I know that sick feeling you describe in some of your posts. I honestly thought I would have that feeling forever. it's slowly and I mean SLOWLY fading. Thank God!!! Keep pushing forward. You're awesome!!!
LostConfused123 Posted February 19, 2014 Posted February 19, 2014 Thank you! Yeah, I FINALLY feel like I'm making progress. It was weird. The last few weeks I have felt like I hit a plateau. Not worse but, nit better either. Kinda like purgatory. Feeling much better today. I know tomorrow I may feel lousy again so I'm enjoying this while it lasts. LOL! You're right about how excruciating it is that they chose to exist our lives. It's a blow to the heart, ego, soul, brain, everything!! I have recently jumped back into my art work so that has helped immensely. I wasn't in the mood at all the past few months and now I find myself wanting to rush home and paint. Been months since I was excited about it so that is a huge relief. I feel like I'm getting closer to my old self but better and stronger. Best of luck in your healing. I know that sick feeling you describe in some of your posts. I honestly thought I would have that feeling forever. it's slowly and I mean SLOWLY fading. Thank God!!! Keep pushing forward. You're awesome!!! Won't let me edit? Weird. Anyway I meant chose to exit our lives, not exist. Haha!
StGeorge22 Posted February 19, 2014 Posted February 19, 2014 Agree it doesn't really make it easier knowing. Fact is they have left so it doesn't really matter. But FYI my ex did the same thing ( delete everyone) and that was because she had someone else. Not saying it's the same for you, just sharing my experience! Good luck
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