cherie321 Posted February 14, 2014 Posted February 14, 2014 I saw him yesterday to talk - he did say he won't see me today. 6 years nearly and this is the first. I called him, no reply. I know he is not home. I actually drove past (it is near) no one in, no kids. So my mind is doing somersaults. feel a bit stalky but his house is really two streets away - hard to resist. We have Low Contact but still in touch after we split after d day to reflect. I have been so sad. He has a teenager and no one answered so i don't think they are going out for a romantic meal, but I feel so very sad and feel like just putting a note in the letterbox to say 'happy valentines' have a nice life. But I didn't..... sad, angry, grieving, i just don't know...... i hate him, i love him. I cannot imagine he is not thinking of me, well i know he is.
blue963 Posted February 14, 2014 Posted February 14, 2014 Yes it is so very challenging. Hugs. I am having a difficult day too. Hopefully we can wake up tomorrow and all of these feelings are gone. 2
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