Am I thinking alot or Its fadding or I m insecure

[amardeep]

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Me and my girlfriend met throu online gaming on fb. We had little talk few times it was general and she started to talk first text me . we hardly text . in December I showed her up and we had a lot of talk sweet talk I flirt a lot we keep on talking for almost 3 to 4 hours. then I told her she could be girlfriend she said she would be my internet girlfriend. That time she was on sick note from hospital. She text me sometimes I text her sometime we had fun chat discuss most of things then she went to hospital as a loving caring man I sent her flowers online yes I forgot to mentioned we re from different country. I m Indian she is german. We having video calls text too. She is manic depressive and am paranoid she came up with it one day later very next day i visited the psychiatrist i told her about it she said you dont need to go they always came up with some **** . After 3 months means right now its getting one way each time its me hitting her up if she is OK sometimes I said her I m not giving her space she said she can make space for herself don't worry sometime on video calls she take me so taken for granted like one night she went to bed so early I was watching her she slept I asked her call me or hit me up when she wake up but no call no text yesterday I asked her hows she she said OK I m reading a book after talking about the book after 30 40 min I asked her would she be reading for long or something else if she wants to read for long I won't disturb her she can take her time when you get free call me still again no call no text . I m so disturb due to this like either she is losing interest or here a lot of flirty peeps who always try to flirty with girls and she is humble lol not with me with other she is . I m scaring she is doing this to taking her steps back . or she is just want to read spend time on her own I should give her space . valentine is coming and already sent her gift if she wants to give up then I would be looking like a dick I don't care about that but it will make her feel like this am trying to trap her not giving her freedom . my problem is that is texting everyday all the time is necessary or my worries of less text from here just noting please give me idea or suggest me something I m acting so needy its eating me from inside, or am insecure how i can express my feelings to her