Author Gemini x Posted February 19, 2014 Author Posted February 19, 2014 So, I've done away with all possible ways to peek at his facebook page. Starting last night I've gone into complete NC. I feel miserable. My heart's broken. I'm broken. I don't even have anything to say right now because I'm kind of in a daze. I feel lifeless and empty. I feel lost. I've really had all I can take. I feel like this pain will never end.
somecamel Posted February 19, 2014 Posted February 19, 2014 Day 1 of NC is going to hurt but you've made the first step, no looking back and I promise it will get easier:) 1
Author Gemini x Posted February 19, 2014 Author Posted February 19, 2014 Well, I've done good today with full NC. I haven't peeked at his facebook, pictures, emails, old texts... NOTHING! The only thing I've done regarding him is posting on here today. It's harder than hell but I've almost made it through this day. To be honest, I don't really want to look at him anymore. It just made me feel sad to see he still has our pictures up. Oh well. Just wish time would move faster. I remember the woman I was when I met him. Bubbly, energetic, confident. When he broke up with me I wasn't that woman anymore. Our relationship had turned me into someone else. I'll be glad when that part of me comes back. 2
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