freebird31 Posted February 4, 2014 Posted February 4, 2014 Has this ever happened to anyone? When you haven't thought of a memory, actually completely forgot that moment. For me, it was at least a year ago. And then you return to the scene that it happened, and the whole memory replays in your mind. Such a weird feeling! Memory of my ex of course. It was weird....I went to park at the mall and it just happened to be the same place I parked when we went a long time ago. I remember that night he asked to borrow my phone to check the scores of his team. That whole memory replayed in my mind so vividly..freaked me out.
Onmymind Posted February 4, 2014 Posted February 4, 2014 I know what you mean all too well. I know come summer I would be susceptible to a huge relapse even 9 months later. The beaches, the theaters, everywhere you could be, we went...the ocean has always touched me emotionally and being there with her 3 times a week all summer long all day really burned a lot of beautiful memories in me. Going back to those places without her in my arms is going to be a trial of an experience. Though I'm sure by then ill he strong enough to deal with it. My mind works extremely lucidly. If I focus, consciously I can convince myself that I'm right next to her, even as just a dead chapter in my life. So yes I know all too well how you feel. It sucks...
Author freebird31 Posted February 5, 2014 Author Posted February 5, 2014 Yes! It's almost like inevetible. Sometimes things will remind of memories I had completely forgotten. They almost feel real sometimes too...so vivid. I mean I know he's not dead. He's still out there..sigh. I came across his photo on my feed a friend liked. I did not click on his profile like I would have months ago. But the picture was on my feed and it was a bottle of beer. He drinks a lot now. Hmmmm. It's just weird. I mean I know he's getting the college experience weare both 21. Almost 22. But idk that's all his life seems to be...alcohol? And partying? He wanted to break up...for that? That's stupid! Like literally that's stupid..we had something really good going for us. And he threw it away for all of that? Dumb decision.
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