King Bowls Posted February 1, 2014 Posted February 1, 2014 There is a customer who comes to my granddads gun store regularly. I am always thinking about him, and there's even songs that I have heard that in my mind make me think of him. I'm 20 years old, he's in his 40s I think. I do not see him often. Last time I saw him was June 2013. But I just think about him alot. He's bald, has a thin handle bar mustache, he's a multi millionaire, drives a F350 king ranch truck. And is a big money customer. Today was the first time I had talked to him since June of last year, It was on the store phone and I made sure to listen carefully and I was flattered (I really don't know if that's the right word) to talk to him. Am I obsessed or is it a real man crush? I'm super embarassed to ask this, but I get the best advice here and loveshack is like an online family, a place I can come to let it out, be myself, without being criticized by people in person.
gaius Posted February 1, 2014 Posted February 1, 2014 I take it he's the same guy you were talking about wanting to be like. Sounds like a crush to me. With some romantic undertones.
Author King Bowls Posted February 1, 2014 Author Posted February 1, 2014 I take it he's the same guy you were talking about wanting to be like. Sounds like a crush to me. With some romantic undertones. I know who you're referring to, that other guy (who owns the private jet, the 3 multi million dollar ranches, etc.) he's a different guy but I wanted to be like him from a business man point of view This guy I'm talking about in this post is also rich (but no where near as rich as the one who owns the ranches, the jet, and all that) In this case, what does "crush" mean? There are songs by The Police that remind me of him. I always visualize him wearing jeans, dress boots, and a red, collar shirt. (Just being honest so I can get the best input possible-does no good to lie or leave out key details). Also, the Pink Floyd song "Money" makes me think of him. Should I lose my man card for this ^?
Author King Bowls Posted February 1, 2014 Author Posted February 1, 2014 Another detail ill add, when I got off the phone with him today at the store, I went Into the back shop, and a fellow employee joked around saying "oh I'm hard"... Lol I though it was funny, but I was blushing!!!!
gaius Posted February 1, 2014 Posted February 1, 2014 I don't think having a crush on another guy when you're probably bi means you should lose your man card. And crush means you want to have sex with him on some level. I've never imagined what another guy was wearing. That's reserved for people you want. 1
Author King Bowls Posted February 1, 2014 Author Posted February 1, 2014 I don't think having a crush on another guy when you're probably bi means you should lose your man card. And crush means you want to have sex with him on some level. I've never imagined what another guy was wearing. That's reserved for people you want. What could this mean for me? Does it make it worse if I....hm....if I imagine him singing those paticular songs by the police wearing what I stated I imagine him wearing? He lives in a really nice, not really big, house on 70 acres. Has a shooting house, a walk vault for all his guns, I think he smokes cigars too. He spent $20,000 in one week at my grandads gun store last month as well
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