Musing Posted January 29, 2014 Posted January 29, 2014 (edited) So as some may know I am in college and so is my ex. We are both in the same major, that are in the same building (how we met) Anyway, I have seen him on both days that I had class so far, today is three and luckily nothing has happened thus far. Now I am faced with a new challenge. You know that AWESOME feeling you feel when you see your crush? Like you're on a strong caffeine high and you get so excited? Yeah, I have that now with my ex. When I see him I get so excited and giddy...only now it's followed by pain and emptiness. It sucks. I am sitting in this building actively trying to avoid his route. But at the same time I really want to see him, and it's so easy to just go directly in his path. I won't do it, but the anxious feeling is awful. The feeling that, even if I DO try to avoid him, there is always the possibility that, like last night, he could be right behind me. Ugh! This is the first time I've had to deal with this. Usually I don't have to deal with seeing ex's on the reg. The struggle Edited January 29, 2014 by Musing
ikilledacockroach Posted January 29, 2014 Posted January 29, 2014 Is there no way to move to another building? Seems like drastic measures but it might help you feel better!
Author Musing Posted January 29, 2014 Author Posted January 29, 2014 I already moved off campus, but sadly the building houses all of the major courses. It's my last semester, I don't plan on switching that
ikilledacockroach Posted January 29, 2014 Posted January 29, 2014 Oh gosh sorry I thought you meant you guys lived in the same building! Well I guess the only option is to try to avoid, avoid, avoid! But like you said there's always the chance that you might bump into each other. I feel for you! I don't know how I'd cope if I had to see my ex on the regular and you're doing pretty damn well!
Author Musing Posted January 29, 2014 Author Posted January 29, 2014 Thanks! Sometimes I wonder if I am doing well because I still am holding out a little. I figure it's a part of healing though. He approached me last night and said hey to me and smiled at me, I wasn't even paying attention. Totally surprised me and sent my head spinning though.
ikilledacockroach Posted January 29, 2014 Posted January 29, 2014 Well it'll take time but you have been doing really well so don't be hard on yourself! At least you can br proud of yourself for keeping your composure! I'm terrible at seeing exes so soon after a split! The horror stories I have from meeting up with them when there are drinks involved! Haha!
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