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Hey guys!

 

i need some advice here or lets say, a point of view from ''outsiders''. :)

 

 

Back in october i started some FWB thing, with a guy i met already 4 years

 

ago. Back then, we made out a couple times, had conversations on

 

facebook on a daily basis for like 18months. We never had sex during that

 

time, just stuff like kissing, cuddling, sleep overs...i guess it was because of

 

my lack of self esteem and his lack of experience^^ After those 18months,

 

we met at a party, ended up at my place again, but this time we had

 

sex...it was short before semester break...so it was just that one

 

time...then nobody of us made a move...for another 18months...when we

 

met on a party,we mostly ignored each other (childish, i know) so now back

 

in october, we hadnt talked or seen each other in quite some time, he

 

approached me out of the sudden...firstly, i was annoyed, because he was

 

pretty drunk...we talked, but the party ended and he asked, u want to

 

come over later? i''ll cook something...i thought: i won't...so i went home

 

with my

 

friends, when he called ( i didn't even had his number saved in my new

 

cell). so i said i'm with friends and he replied, i can bring them too...so

 

done...he was polite and nice, cooked etc. and i left with my friends

 

afterwards...so the next day, i decided to text him, i thanked him for

 

cooking etc. we chatted a bit and decided to meet up the next

 

weekend...he showed up saturday afternoon, stayed til monday. We talked,

 

watched movies, had sex, showered together, cooked...it was kinda

 

awkward...but it still went slow, we met every 2 weeks from there...in

 

december,short before xmas break, we had some argument on a party. he

 

was drunk as hell, behaved like a five year old...i was pretty annoyed, so i

 

left with some friend. in the night he texted me drunken non sense, which i

 

never replied to. the next day he just texted, he's sorry for being so drunk

 

etc...i didnt reply. I texted him then like 2 weeks ago, telling him that his

 

heavily drinking has always been a problem too me etc. it was on a friday,

 

he wanted to see me but had actually planned to spend his weekend

 

somewhere else...he changed plans, stayed the weekend at my place. Last

 

weekend on saturday he had friends over from home...he let them go out

 

by themselves, came to me. In the early morning around 5, they called,

 

they forgot the key he passed them for his flat. So he had to leave.

 

Sunday afternoon, out of blue he came over to bring me some chocolate

 

and said sorry, that he had to leave...that was some kind of awkward

 

already...although it was pretty sweet of him, of course. Now on tuesday,

 

we met on a party, left together...I had to leave town then yesterday.he

 

helped me packing, because i was running late already.so we said bye and

 

he said, he'll give me a call on sunday, when i'll be back.

 

I suppose for some of you that might be the most awkward story you've heard.

 

We never actually talked about, what we are actually doing here...but to

me it was clear, it's a sex thing.

 

So i'm not so sure anymore what to think of all that...

 

looking forward to your input guys :)

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What may be clear to you may be very murky to others.

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