Mrlonelyone Posted January 22, 2014 Posted January 22, 2014 It has been eight months since I last saw them. In real time we were together a total of eight months. It wasn't exclusive but I calculate we spent up to 1000 hours together. Time that was just me and her and perhaps one other person we'd hang out with. We did not need to tell people what we were, they had eyes to see. Others would remark on how we glowed in each others presence. By my reckoning it was equivalent to 20 months of normal dating. I have heard all sorts of rumors and there has been some sporadic contact. Nothing much from either of us. I wish I could just forget her. I have liked others in the months since I last saw her....but even as bad as things have been ... I haven't come close to loving anyone else yet. I wish I could forget her, or fall in love with someone new. Perhaps it is age, but I don't fall in love as I used to. I may fall in like, then have it deepen into love as I get to know someone. Maybe in another couple of months.
Philosoraptor Posted January 23, 2014 Posted January 23, 2014 Just keep rolling with it and working on you. Until your heart has fully healed and is ready to love again, those sparks just won't appear. Took me over a year to go from the reason that I found LS, to the reason I'm getting married. There are highs, there are lows, there is a lot of "like"; but when your heart is ready for love it'll be quite obvious.
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