Did sleep evade you?

[confusedandhurt2002]

I so agree. I wanted to bash him in the head sometimes with my fist. Nothing worse than that thankfully! It drove me nuts he could sleep, but actually, he hasn't been able to many nights. I've found him up reading or surfing the web or listening to music, pacing the house even. He's had panic attacks and sits and cries sometimes. I feel awful saying that I'd rather see him in some sort of pain and inability to function normally ... it gives me an idea of how much this upsets him..how much what he's done has upset him.

 

Oh man this would piss me off. I never had problems sleeping until dday. Its only recently that my sleep patterns have gone back to being somewhat normal.

 

I cannot express to you the pure anger I would feel when its 3am and I'm tossing/turning, falling in and out of sleep even though I'm dead tired, and then see my WW sound asleep.

 

I told her at one point I would wake her and keep her up. She did this to me, I never asked for any of it. She slept with someone, betrayed the family for her own selfish reasons, and now I'm the one dealing with it all.