jennysuzie Posted January 17, 2014 Posted January 17, 2014 hi been feeling ok since my BU just before Xmas.....2 year relationship over. I realise there were various reasons why we weren't good for each other but it still hurts sometimes. I can't help missing him sometimes. Like today its his birthday. I have just been feeling bad about it and thinking what he will be doing (most likely at his mums for a big dinner that I would have been invited to) I know he is going out tomorrow night with all his friends. Probably celebrating his singleness and pulling every girl he can. Ugh. It makes me feel like crap. Hopefully things will get better after this weekend. I have a night out planned with my girlfriends in February so I will look forward to that. But I hate this part so much. I thought I was doing well.
JDPT Posted January 17, 2014 Posted January 17, 2014 Today is just another Friday in this earth. Focus on YOU, you are all that matters from this point forward. 1
Author jennysuzie Posted January 17, 2014 Author Posted January 17, 2014 I know.....I just feel sometimes like theres no one else for me in this world!! I know that's so stupid. I never wanted anyone else but him, and that's the first time I've ever felt so strongly about someone. I just get scared I won't feel like that again.
JDPT Posted January 17, 2014 Posted January 17, 2014 You will breathe again. But keep in mind that you need to build yourself back up again in order to be able to share yourself with someone who will be there for you and fulfill your every need. Be strong, embrace your ups and learn from your downs. Be gentle on yourself and remember that the pain will eventually subside with proactive hard work on your behalf. 1
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