Slowly but surely moving on

[crazybestie101]

Many of you know my previous threads. How crazily i drove 700 miles to speak to my ex , he didnt even speak to me for more than 10 minutes , wasn't ready to listen to me , completely ignored my existance. It didn't stop me so i tried 2 more times to reach out , wrote emails. NO REPLY , NOTHING from him. Here i am in 2014. All that craziness are finally over. I neither urge to contact him nor expect anything from him. I guess that hope is finally died. It seems like its been years. It feels like i have passed all that and left it behind. He is just person from past. Finally i deleted his number from my phone and he isnt on my social media. I have heard he is still single and got new car , i guess he is living his life. So do i , i have gotten good job , lost few pounds. I have started talking to few guys though nothing serious. More importantly , i can now think more clearly , know what i want and what is acceptable from others. People around me still wonders how can i think so clearly , rather than going more crazy.My roommate still tries to brainwash me so i contact my ex but i dont get into her words. I dont know how to put in words how i am feel now than what i used to feel. I am so relieved that i am going on path to peaceful life. I still think of him , sometimes get angry/cry for sometime then i am back to my life. i know i will always like/love him but i no longer respects him. I wish i never get to see him in life.