freebird31 Posted January 15, 2014 Posted January 15, 2014 I'm tired of feeling numb. I feel so dead inside. I feel nothing!!! I don't even feel the pain anymore. I don't even feel alive anymore. I just want to feel alive again:( when I was with my ex I always felt so alive! I felt things I never felt before. We did wild things adrenaline seeking activities, adventures. I just feel so dead since then. I have not felt alive in a long time. And if I do it's always just temporary. I feel so dead!! Why doesn't he feel the same!? He's fading more and more from my mind. All I feel is...nothing. I want to feel at least something! I'm honestly contemplating texting him, at least I can feel something again! What do I do!!! I hate this stupid numb feeling. I think I would rather feel pain than feel this...nothingness:( I feel nothing. I feel so dead:( idk how to make it go away..:I just want to talk to him
Erlaad Posted January 15, 2014 Posted January 15, 2014 I'm tired of feeling numb. I feel so dead inside. I feel nothing!!! I don't even feel the pain anymore. I don't even feel alive anymore. I just want to feel alive again:( when I was with my ex I always felt so alive! I felt things I never felt before. We did wild things adrenaline seeking activities, adventures. I just feel so dead since then. I have not felt alive in a long time. And if I do it's always just temporary. I feel so dead!! ... I have highlighted in your text all the parts in which you focus on how you are feeling. Believe it or not, that's a good thing. In my opinion, it means you're focused on yourself and what's wrong with you. That's the place where you start from. What kind of activities did you do with your ex? You could try to do them again on your own or with friends / new adventure companions (it didn't work well for me but well - I'm just myself ^^). Or you could try to hit on even more exciting things! Try to ask yourself something like this: "if I was perfectly free and money was not an issue, what would I do now? What would make me feel alive?". That is a good start to answer your questions. Hang in there, you're not alone. Hugs. - Erl
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