Depressed heart

[TooCold]

Ok so me(jared) and my ex(shy) Have been dating since we were 17(her) and 18(me) Where 23 now and when we first started i admit that i cheated on her with my previous ex of 2 years.So we go back in for the a relaitonship for about a year me and shy and she gets pregnant a year later so i decied to take it serious and just focus in her because she was what i was looking for in a women you know smart funny great heart and very loving with an amazing body lol but that besided the point. So we move in together last year and its been constant arguing and fighting but we never left each other cuz the love was so strong we ddnt wanna give up. So 2 weeks ago she tells me we should take a break because shes not sure if she wants a relationship or to be single and im like ok because i had the chance to when we were younger. So she goes to her friends house for a couple days to get away. And then i found out she want on a date by the contents she packed in her bag. So she comes back a couple days later and i ask her wats goin on with us nlike wats up and she tells me she donsnt wanna be with me right now but maybe in the future. So im sitting there stuck like my whole world came crashing down and i realized i my heart was broken i had neer had my heart broken before so im emotional as hell because we live together we still have a lease to pay and a 2 year old to take care wof and im like how could u be talking to someone so fast and u just broke up with me n she tells me her friend introduced them so im mad at her friend because if you know we have a family why would u do that just becasue your not with your baby dad. So im stil staying at the house we have together and she tells me u know im talking to someone and how can i do that with you here and im like da **** u mean u think im just suppose to not care u entertaining some else thats not me . she say its just a friendship nothing more because i dont want a relationship right now. And says she still loves me and is in love with me but just doesnt want a relationship with me right now. Now i i wasn't the greatest boyfriend and we both admit we had problems. Once she called it quits she told me everything i did wrong. But i feel like when u take a break u work on yourself to better the relationship when ya pick up but if she trying to talk to other guys how can we be back.Basically how do i get her back and make want to be with me everything right. I just want to be with her and love her

Edited January 14, 2014 by TooCold

[d0nnivain]

Endings are hard but very few relationships survive the transition from teen to adulthood.

 

 

Yours may have run it's course.

 

 

At least she took "a break" from you before going on the date. She had one foot out the door already. Rather than drag this on & continue to hurt, end it & move forward.