sach20 Posted January 12, 2014 Posted January 12, 2014 my story is very complicated, i came into a relationship with this girl i really liked at that time around 3 years ago. then slowly i started loving her, but then after around 8 months things started getting messy, i discovered that our relation was based on a lie. just before we started dating we were very good friends and she told me that she loved this other guy very much and how much she missed him and she even faked a suicide attempt for loosing him. later i discovered that the other gy was just a crush she had and her friends told her to make that story to easily get close to me. and that very guy who was her crush started talking to her on facebook and my girl used to fake that she does not like talking to him and is forcing himself on her, and one night at around 11 i called her and her phone was busy so i asked her whom was talking to then she told me it was that guy and her brother gave that guy her number. my friends were worried about me so one of my friend went behind my back and hacked my girl's facebook account and showed me all the cheesy conversation that my girl had with that guy and also i fond out that she was the one who him her number. now i dont remeber how but somehow this thing got sorted but soon after this a new guy came to school and my friends told me that she was flirting with him i didn't say anything to her coz i thought she would not do any such thing but one day she told me that this new guy is troubling her and she do not like him so i went to him and asked him to stay away from my girl, a few days later one of my friends overheard my girl talking to that about how worms have sex and a friend of mine told me that they get very flirty with each other in bus.. some how even this phase got over. then we were a smooth relation but then some how her parents found out about us and came over to my place and talked to my parents about it. bout of us got ourselves into a lot of trouble. i was still okay but she was brutally tourchered by her parents we still continued our realtion secretly. then once her parents were out of town so she called me over to her place i went, and we were having a good time talking cuddling untill her brother came home, i some how got out of her house but his brother saw me and told his parents about it. again her parents came to my house and told my parents about it and we landed ourselves in toruble. we still some how continued our relation but i knew that we didn't had a future coz my parents wont accept her and her parents wont accept me. so i told her it would be better if we break it off. we did broke up but continued to talk as it was very difficult for us to move on. i loved her like crazy and i still do she has always known that. one day i told her that from now on we wont talk. and there was a big us between us about it for 3-4 days but then she aggreed to it. but she said that she ll always love me and hopfully wait for me. i also wante dto tell her how much i loved her but icouldn't, ot has been around 4 months now since we stopped talking. just after we stopped talking she used to stare at me in class and there was a huge roumor about how much she loved me and i didnt carer, but she knew how much loved her she knew how much i cared for. but now over the course of 1 month i have discovered a lot. i saw her going on long drives with this guy 'k', i thought that they are just good friends and everything but then i saw them having dinner together at a cafe. i started spotting them all over the town, and i still thought that were just good friends. know from a few days they have been very close to each other in school. they have been seen walking hands in hands and they have been very cozy and everything. i think i might have been okay about it if she had stopped acting that she still likes me. she still sometimes look at me. she still send me "." on facebook. it kills me to see her with this guy 'k'. i really like her, i love her insanely. it been almost 2 and half years since i started loving her and i cant see an end to it.. i love her more then anything and looking at her getting cozy with some one else is killing me.i have been crying for 3 days now. i start crying lokking at anything romantic. i cry hearing any love songs i cry looking at any romantic scene on tv i miss her i love her i cant see her with this guy. what should i do. its killing me what do i do i cant even speak about it with some one and i havent even looked at any girl since i met her. please help me. plaese.
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