RaidDolEm78 Posted January 10, 2014 Posted January 10, 2014 I've been feeling kind of down the last few days and feel like I have gone a little bit backwards with my recovery. The past few months I have stopped focusing on him and what happened, even when I found out the truth to him breaking up with me. I started a new job a few weeks ago. I even got through the holidays fine for the most part. I've been stronger and happier than I have been since this all happened. And I'm trying to figure out why this is happening now. Perhaps its the fact that it was just the 6 month point of the breakup. Im not missing him, but missing the comfort and closeness that comes with relationships. I'm angry again, but not at him for giving up or wanting to be with someone else or mad at the girl who knew he was in a relationship, but mad at myself for not seeing things for what they really were, for putting him up on too high of a pedestal,just mistakes I made in general. I brought this up in therapy this week so my therapist is working on this with me. I'm pretty much just venting because I do feel a little bit better after putting what I'm feeling into words. I do not want him back, I deserve better than him. I'm just trying to process why I am having this little setback.
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