crisp Posted January 9, 2005 Posted January 9, 2005 Ever got back on a "friend"? What did that friend do to desirve it? Did you regret afterwards? I did ... involuntarily. But it felt good. I feel a bit guilty now, but I don't regret it.
whichwayisup Posted January 9, 2005 Posted January 9, 2005 What did you do? IS it bad or just something that will piss the other person off a tiny bit? Thing is...Would you still have had that satisfaction inside if you had just thought it out and didn't react? The guilt now is what may eat you up...For me, I get THINK about it...But never would have the nerve to DO or ACT upon it. Just isn't worth hurting someone back. Rather know that I took the high road and know sooner or later they will get caught in something dumb or what goes around comes around eventually.
Author crisp Posted January 9, 2005 Author Posted January 9, 2005 I didn't do it on purpose. It was kinda involuntary. We used to be this 6 friends who'd do anything together. Anyway, Carlie was involved with one guy Michael and I was flirting quite seriously with his best friend, Luke, although both of us were in (rocky) relationships. I ended up leaving my bf that summer, he went back with his gf at the time. Years later, my friend, Carlie, and her now ex bf best friend remained good friends, called eachother, etc. She was really hoping to hook up with the guy, but he stood her up a few times. Quite a Romeo, if you ask me. I went in another town to study and this winter I've decided to call some of my old friends and see them again. So I called Luke to grab a cappuccino together before visiting Michael who had a broken leg. I was with my sister at a mall when we met... my sis decided to leave the last minute so we entered a coffee where we bumped into... Carlie! That was embarassing. And not all. We had coffee, I talked about my current bf who was also coming to town the next day, we talked about our lives, etc etc. After visiting Michael, Luke drops me off at my place and makes hints about going up, although he had previously talked to a girl (surprise surprise, it was Carlie) and told her he'd be going to her place after the evening was over. I made no "come on" to him, was just natural, not even flirted with the guy. So I said "sure, but a cup of warm tea is all I can get you". He went up and indeed, we spent 2 hours drinking tea and talking. He was quite crossed at the end: no sex, too late to go see Carlie (he told me nothing of it). Too bad for him. Before the "tea", I was actually hoping to stay and try to become friends. Riight! On the horizontal, maybe!!! He knows I'm not a slut and he knew I had a bf. Why he let himself be put in this position, I'll never understand. Some guys just won't quit, will they? I had my very good legitimate reasons to do what I did. Felt damn good too. Anyway, imagine Carlie took him back again (I never told her a thing), although the bastard stood her up again. He then dissapeared into the mist a few days before New YEars Eve. She ended up at my party. I do feel remourse, but if she were smart enough, she wouldn't have put herself in that position in the first place. Ok, I'm not proud, but it was the first time I did something like that. I am just sooo f*cking tired of letting the others take advantage of me. Payback time! Sounds a bit adolescent, but hey, wtf, we only live once!
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