My Ex...

[theboss123]

I was with my Ex from January to March Last year (2013) - It lasted 3 months and we separated for personal reasons... we still kept talking after our hard breakup and well... shes got a new boyfriend now and they've been going out for a month now. She messaged me 6 days ago telling me she still had feelings for me... and she still loved me.

 

So I told her I loved her back but she said she felt "obliged" to be with the new guy... even though she still had crazy feelings for me and shes had it for ages aswell.

So she suggested we stop talking till we get over each other and forget feelings (I was her first and she was mine) I told her... its been a year and we still haven't lost feelings, its not gonna be any different.

 

She said it will be and 4-5 days ago after I messaged her... she said "Ive... forgotten... yeh :D"

I couldn't handle talking to her anymore, so i told her everythings over... and told her to delete my number block me everywhere. To which she did and to which I did aswell. So we haven't spoken for like 4 days now, since saturday.

 

I love her still :/ its so hard to get over your first... but i dunno if she still feels the same, i wonder if she ever thinks about me or if she acc still has feelings and lied to me.. I just wonder so many things and i feel like i regret telling her to delete me and blocking each other.

[Phantom888]

No contact is the best when it comes to Ex's. If you can't be "just friends", then it's better that you stay out of each other's lives.

[theboss123]

Yeah... I thought I had made the right decision by letting her go and to block her and everything. I'm respecting her decision that's the reason I'm staying away... but damn.. its hard.

[theboss123]

Yeah... I know what you mean. Guess I just have to get over it I guess... her being my first isn't easy :/ plus seeing her in my lessons and college every bloody day.