Whatami Posted January 6, 2014 Posted January 6, 2014 (edited) Went out unofficialy for 5months, official for one. -she's beautiful (prettiest girl in school) amazing and nice personality -was never 100% in her,was being indifferent with her and cold the last 2 weeks -she was into me much more than i was, she said we needed to talk and we both agreed on a break, she cried -i try getting her back she says too soon and i hurt her but she still likes me -2 weeks later she ends it for good -a week after that she goes out with a guy, and now they're official -it's been 2 months post BU and ALL i think about is her, if i was feeling what i felt now 4 months ago the relationship would've been perfect. -I keep blaming myself for what i did, but i acted on how i felt I'm depressed the whole time, i think about her 24/7 wishing i could go back in time. I just don't know what to do, and finding out about her new boyfriend made it much worse. Even though it was pretty soon, she's never coming back, he treats her better so why would she ever come back, heard she's really happy with him. She was really happy with me till i became a d1ck I'm crying all the time, moping around. I'm a complete wreck, i wake up with a hurtful clench in my chest, i feel like a zombie walking. I can't focus on anything i do, especially my studies. I can't stay like this. I'm in NC but it's not doing anything, i'm living the same pain OVER and OVER again EVERYDAY. Heck it's even been getting worse recently. Please someone help me please please please no one tell me how i'm mistaken for how i acted the last 2 weeks and how i deserve everything. I already know that myself Edited January 6, 2014 by Whatami
iworthmore Posted January 6, 2014 Posted January 6, 2014 calm down bro. what u going thru is totally normal. there r stages you have to go thru now ur in the first stage. each person takes different time to move from stage to stage. denial,anger,bargaining,depression and acceptance. i was going crazy in the first 2 months but then it got way easier. im think im close to the last stage. i still have anger attacks once in a week but it soon disappear. i was in the very same situation as u. it will get better no doubt. one of my thread's with the name " this is wired" i t asked why time working against me. now im in totally different place. if you dont face those emotions u can get over them. be patient and it will be easier soon. promise good luck mate. u were happy b4 meeting her and ull be happy without her.
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