Emotions Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 Just found out he took everything I got him for Christmas (iMac and an iPad) sold it, bought her a ring and proposed to her last night. I have never wanted to end my life as badly as I do now. God put this person in my life so I would kill myself....I know it. I will never be able to get over this...
xUnknown Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 Just found out he took everything I got him for Christmas (iMac and an iPad) sold it, bought her a ring and proposed to her last night. I have never wanted to end my life as badly as I do now. God put this person in my life so I would kill myself....I know it. I will never be able to get over this... wait...you two are broken up and you got him an iMac and an iPad? Nobody is worth ending your life over. You have to stay positive. These are the trying times in life that show an individuals character. You must overcome the obstacle.
TylerDurdenn Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 God put this person in my life so I would kill myself.... Ain't that the same bloke that created the world in 7 days? Why would he do such a thing?
Zahara Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 Just found out he took everything I got him for Christmas (iMac and an iPad) sold it, bought her a ring and proposed to her last night. I have never wanted to end my life as badly as I do now. God put this person in my life so I would kill myself....I know it. I will never be able to get over this... You were broken up but you got him an iMac and iPad but he's with another woman? I'm confused.
mtnbiker3000 Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 Sounds like a douche to me. You're way better off without a f*cktard like this in your life. Bullet dodged!! Get a grip!! 1
Philosoraptor Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 First, no person is worth killing yourself over. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I felt the same way years back, just read through my old threads in my profile. Things get better the more you focus on yourself and treat yourself well. Second, nothing positive will come from learning what your ex is doing. 3
Toddbt12y1 Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 You do not need to end your life. If you feel this way, contact a self-help line or whatever it takes to not end your life. Your life is precious, this punk is not worth the end of you. This moment feels like hell. He is a dick and punk, for sure, and this is hell. But, it is only a moment of hell. You dod not get him from God, so you'd end your life...when things turned sour. Rather learn from this. Gain strength from this. You are allowing this to beat you up...gotta be stronger than this. How did you find out, that he sold the stuff you got him for christmas so he could marry this other girl? Did someone tell you? If so, make it plain and clear: DON'T TELL ME ANYTHING ABOUT THEM. If you looked them up...see this as a lesson, as to why you need to avoid any information of them. It will cause you only pain, no pleasure comes from it. You will miss out on so much. Potentially finding a new lover(you can...if only you get back up and try again). Perhaps even that person that will spend a lifetime with you. Kids, and a family. You will hurt many people with the loss of your life. You will rob yourself of so much...for this punk. Why die, and let him live, and be happy? Don't you deserve to be happy too? You won't hurt him. You will hurt the ones who love you. You will even hurt your future at someone so much better. Love yourself. Be strong for yourself. Not for some punk guy. Stay away from him. Resist temptation. Fill your life with other things -- new people, and a love for yourself: that will attract someone better than him. Be a strong woman....death is never the answer. Stop harming yourself, by looking him up. Tell people to not tell you about him. This is only pain...and only temporary. 2
Supes Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 Please don't do it. Just stay on this forum and let us help you! 1
ponchsox Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 Just found out he took everything I got him for Christmas (iMac and an iPad) sold it, bought her a ring and proposed to her last night. I have never wanted to end my life as badly as I do now. God put this person in my life so I would kill myself....I know it. I will never be able to get over this... God put this person in your life to test your faith in him. Lean on God and he will help you through it and make you a better person as a result.
LostConfused123 Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 Please don't do it. Just stay on this forum and let us help you! Yes!! We want to help you because we are all going through this nightmare with you. YOU ARE NOT ALONE!! We are all walking RIGHT BESIDE YOU! Message me any time you want. . . and I mean ANY time. Sending you big hugs today!! Don't do this. . . you have to fight!!
ThatMan Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 Please stay safe. You aren't alone and we all want to see you succeed. If you need anything, or help locating support, people to talk to, hotline numbers, do whatever is necessary to be okay.
JDPT Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 Close your eyes and repeat over and over... "The pain will subside, the pain will subside, the pain will subside..." And it will, trust me it will. Think about yourself, do this for YOU. You are a warrior and a fighter even if you may not agree. It's not worth it and you know it, climb out of this hole! 2
Haydn Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 Death is not the answer to this unruly and mean fellow. The answer is cold indifference until you surface for air. keep posting, 2
pickflicker Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 You were broken up but you got him an iMac and iPad but he's with another woman? I'm confused. Me too. OP, were you trying to buy him back with toys?
fixing Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 Damn, sorry to hear that. What a c### he is. Anyways, why the **** would you even consider ending your own good life over a couple of ****ing losers like them? Ridiculous Btw, how would your mum and dad feel having to wake up to a policeman telling them your dead? Get help professionally. You will get through this in the end. I promise you that much
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