Angry bird Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 I felt brilliant that I could ignore and distance myself from this pig. Now, the second thoughts are floating in. Someone talk to me about resolve and moving past a person who was not very nice to me. I deserve a lot better, and the right man can be around the bend, but he won't be able to reach me if I'm stuck on mr. zero. Sigh, this is a curse and a blessing. On the one hand you try to remind yourself of the horrible way you felt all these months, then that little tiny glimmer of hope still flickers a bit. I am no way in hell going to contact him, but I'm not sure if I'm strong enough to not answer to second call. Yes, I am. This is my life, and it's up to me to make it a happy healthy one! Ok, I'm past this moment. Thanks for reading.
True Gent Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 Hang in there, many of us are feeling the same emotions. It's tough, but after some time the realisation that we're better off without these people will really kick in. I already know I'm better off, but I still have bad moments. It's going to take a while.. 1
JDPT Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 It's been an emotional rollercoaster for the past month of so. Prior to that I thought I was "cured" but the pain quickly sucks you in like vortex. All I can say is hang in there, the pain as you already know eventually subsides and makes room for genuine growth and progress. 1
Riou Posted January 3, 2014 Posted January 3, 2014 You have many nicknames for your ex.. x loser..pig.. Don't ignore when you have second thoughts,challenge them for good or bad.. 1
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