freebird31 Posted January 2, 2014 Posted January 2, 2014 Idk whats wrong with me. These last few weeks, i have been crying and breaking down all the time. its already been many months since its been over, and i was doing fine. and i just feel so lonely and incomplete lately, and i just dont feel very hopeful.... i was my happiest when i was with him. thats the truth. and i think this is the end for us. I dont even think I would be able to trust him again if there was ever an oppurtunity in the future. The fact that this is the end, it is just hard to accept sometimes. i hate that people play temporary roles in our life. its so painful.
LadyM Posted January 2, 2014 Posted January 2, 2014 It seems like a cruel twist of fate that people come and go from our lives. One would consider why bother get involved at all since people don't stay. And they always leave for sad reasons. And leave us feeling alone, abandoned and lonely. It's awful. The only thing I know for sure is that things are always changing. Which means that any day now, things could change for the better for you and all of us at LS. Just today, the lives of two people I'm close with have changed dramatically. One was offered a fantastic job opportunity and the other met a girl that he clicked with immediately. In the switch of a day, these two individuals are riding high. So, maybe the hope is not that we will somehow magically feel better on our own, but something from the outside world will come into our world and once again give meaning to our life.
Author freebird31 Posted January 2, 2014 Author Posted January 2, 2014 It seems like a cruel twist of fate that people come and go from our lives. One would consider why bother get involved at all since people don't stay. And they always leave for sad reasons. And leave us feeling alone, abandoned and lonely. It's awful. The only thing I know for sure is that things are always changing. Which means that any day now, things could change for the better for you and all of us at LS. Just today, the lives of two people I'm close with have changed dramatically. One was offered a fantastic job opportunity and the other met a girl that he clicked with immediately. In the switch of a day, these two individuals are riding high. So, maybe the hope is not that we will somehow magically feel better on our own, but something from the outside world will come into our world and once again give meaning to our life. You couldn't be more right. I'm not as religious as I should be. I haven't prayed in a while but when I did, I felt a lot better. I think something fat greater like I stated in my other post just HAS yet to come our way. Some greater force out there, is planning something for us. I mean, if you are a good person or a hard worker or a passionate lover, or whatever good it is about u, I really believe we will be repaid in greatness. And it will be like nothing I ever expected. Who knows maybe in a year..or months...or time, something amazing will come my way. Something that I would not have been able to have if my ex were still a part of my life. Maybe God really does have a greater plan for us. And whenever it comes, we will look back and be like "ohhh that's why I had to go through that awful time." That's what I am hoping for at least. I mean who knows, maybe my ex will come back and we needed time apart to see how it was without each other. Or maybe I will meet someone even better that suits me better. Or whatever it is, I think this hard time is for some greater reason. If you're spiritual or believe in that kind of stuff. Idk. There has to be a reason why we are suffering. Good people shouldn't suffer for no reason. I do get sad and cynical sometimes, but I try so hard to keep going. I guess I should involve myself in prayer more. It helped me a lot in the past. But things will get better I hope. I miss my ex so much. it hurts everyday. Every day I suffer bc of the loss. Some days worse than others. I hope one day I won't suffer any longer and it won't hurt.
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