Sam23 Posted January 1, 2014 Posted January 1, 2014 It's been 8 months since I've heard from him. I though I was improving, but I "Facebook stalked" him and I feel broken all over again. The worst part is that we didn't even date that long and things fell apart because I always wanted something more serious, while he wanted to still be young and carry on an on and off relationship. He's now with an old friend he grew up with and they're expecting. They've only been together since a month after things ended with us and I saw on FB that they're getting married. When marriage ever came up, he said he was far from that point. Funny seeing that he's engaged and having a child in less than a year. I feel hurt and naturally I'm comparing. She's gorgeous (not that I am ugly) and she has a fantastic career. She's from a well off family like him, while I still can't find a job and am currently living at home. The thought of them in this perfect life bothers me. A part of me views their relationship as his way to feel good because he's always been insecure and having to have the best of everything, which makes me feel even worse. I know I broke the cardinal rule of no creeping on Facebook, but I'm alone tonight and curiosity took over. I know I need to pull it together and move on finally, but it's hard to erase hurt feelings.
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