loveiswar101 Posted December 28, 2013 Posted December 28, 2013 Few may know my scenario, I still love the woman who left me but had just gone through one of the worst weeks of my life. Only one close friend has come in and helped me and I am so grateful to him. Anyhow yesterday while talking I said I still had some stuff of hers that she said in the NY would be fine to return then. I told my friend I look at them (furniture) and the mind rolls and then get low, emotions take control. He jumps up goes out the door, in a flash go gets his truck and we load up and he drops them off. Boom. Done. I felt so good last night cutting the leash so to speak of the hope I have and that I believe we all have of reconsideration. But done. There was no need for any contact from that point and contact has been minimum. Then later that evening boom a text "Thanks for the stuff back, surprised so soon ! Hope you well." Yeah Yeah, I know NC but I'm only human and text back. "No worries, for me to move on thought best return now instead of carrying over into new year. Hope your body gets better (very ill), look after yourself." Today my mate who dating her girlfriend (who's interstate) texts out the blue, asking questions. I might be reading more into it as normal but its not something he would usually ask or text. As say the last week has been hell but now there is no reason what so ever for us to contact each other. It scares me, but I gotta try and look after me from here in I guess. I do love her but it takes two, she left me if she wants it she has my number and knows where I live.
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