FailedFirstLove Posted December 27, 2013 Posted December 27, 2013 My boyfriend and I have had a great time together. He told me his happiest with me. Recently we've had fights often. We both suffer from depression and seeking help. I have relationship problem with my parents. And get moody when I'm around them,, This leads to me complaining a lot and so,sometimes take it out on him. I try make up for it after and apologize. I miss him a lot and text him all the time... Now I'm irrational and broke up with him.. Before I would say it and he would say we can work this out. And we did.. This time he got so angry. Because do anxiety issues whenever we fight I don't just leave him to cool off.. I continue to talk to him.. After a big fight and break I left it for a week hoping he would calm... He hasn't.... Two weeks and his still angry... I recently went and saw him when he allowed me to. He wanted to give me my Xmas present.. He kept getting angry all the time and didn't really want to look at me.. When he calmed a little he started to tear up and cry. He was trying to hide it... He told me I needed to focus on myself and fix what's wrong with me and consider other peoples feelings before I say and do things... And he didn't want to get back because he knows it will end up the same. He brang up things I thought we worked out in the past and he said I started fights everytime he went out with his friends. He also said constant texting was too much cause he hates text and telling him about my problems was bringing him down. At first he said he didn't love me cause it was too hard to love someone that never cared about him... Then after he said the feelings still there.. I know his been so stubborn and trying his best not change his mind... I see him on Thursday cause he agreed to take my present. He told me until then give him time and space cause every time I'm there it brings up bad memories... How can I make him think of the good times ? I took him for granted and I'm trying to fix my relationship with my parents and going to my therapist.
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