mikejensen3355 Posted December 27, 2013 Posted December 27, 2013 There have been a couple posters who have posted about God and having faith in threads I have started, and I think I reacted badly to them. I hope those posters didn't take it as disrespect to them, but I was scoffing at the notion that God cares about any of us here. I have to stop blaming and showing anger towards God or anyone else. In the end, the girl left me for a reason. I felt like I did my best for her and her kids and that I loved them with all I had, but it simply wasn't enough. She told me the other guy was perfect for her. Maybe she deserves that in life. I have to become better. I have to work on myself. It's been 6 months of hell, and I'm sure many more to come, but I deserve it for not being better. For not being good enough. I'm determined now to keep getting better and to improve myself. I only have myself to blame. I apologize and I hope I didn't discourage anyone for their faith in religion or a God. If there is a God, he doesn't have to answer to us or do anything for us. We all make our lives what they are. 1
strive Posted December 27, 2013 Posted December 27, 2013 Don't blame yourself too much. We all make mistakes and it's what we learn that's important. During this time the two important things to move forward is to forgive yourself and love yourself. Remember, be kind to yourself.
SameOldFear Posted December 27, 2013 Posted December 27, 2013 I don't know what happened, but I think it's very courageous of you to apologize! Hopefully all will be forgiven.
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