inappfriendly Posted December 26, 2013 Posted December 26, 2013 Maybe it's the holidays. Or the extra time off of work. Or seasonal affective disorder. Or Thursday. Who knows, but I am downright SAD. A is over. xMOM is long gone. Life is moving on and I am just not right there with it. My current hang up is my inability to understand how I could be thrown under the bus and forgotten so easily by a man, a FRIEND, who claimed to care so much. Who thought we were made for one another. Who told me he would NEVER get over me. Well never sure happened fast. I know I am malingering and everyone's suggestions for getting on with my own business are helpful and encouraging but my heart is still miles behind my head in the healing process. Is it just a severely bruised ego? I'd like to think I am deeper than that. The hole in my heart feels deeper than that. So randomly a few months ago I went to see a psychic. It was my first time EVER and as crazy-time crazy as it sounds, a lot of what this darling little old lady said during my card reading was spot-on! I left in tears of joy/relief/sadness/regret all wrapped up in a big snotty wad of tissues. Without telling her a thing, she knew about the A. Her words were compassionate, not judgmental, which is what I needed. She could see the loss for me was as painful as a death. She also told me he was spiritually sick and that I was lucky to get away from him when I did. Unfortunately she told me it would take me from Fall to Fall to fully move on. At this rate, seems like she was right about that, too. I've been reading about a lot of xOM/xOW struggling this season and I wanted y'all to know that I am right there with you. Here's to better days ahead!
ElectricTangerine Posted December 26, 2013 Posted December 26, 2013 I'm so sorry you're hurting. =( It takes time to heal and move on from all the pain you felt as OW. Allow yourself to be sad, feel those feelings. With time, their intensity will lessen. You WILL move on from this mess!! I'm sending you a big hug. As far as your psychic experience... Don't rely on what that sweet old lady said. You are the one in charge of your destiny! I strongly recommend you look into cold reading (Cold reading - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia), it will answer why your "psychic" was so knowledgeable... 2
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