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Yesterday and today have been difficult. Last night I found myself sobbing at Christmas commercials of happy couples. Pathetic I know. :(

 

I was hoping today would be better but it wasn't. I went to dinner at my families and it wasn't long before the conversation turned to my ex and how they see him here & there. (I moved an hour away to get away from seeing him.) Then it was the stories that included him. My family can be so hurtful sometimes.

 

I'm sad and lonely. I miss him but I don't like who he has become. I miss the old him. And us. We've been NC for 4 weeks (BU for 10 months). I've been strong about not reaching out to him. But I will admit, my ego is a little hurt that he didn't text me today being Christmas and all. All I can think about is that he's probably out enjoying his holiday and having a great life without me.

I'd tell myself he could be thinking the same thing about me but truth is he is a selfish callous jerk who only thinks of himself so he's not thinking about me at all.

 

Thanks everyone for listening....my pup is getting tired of seeing me mope around. :o

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I hear ya man. My ex and I broke up 3.5 months ago. I went NC and almost 3 weeks ago she came back to reconcile. What sucks is that I was working past her and moving on - not thinking about her daily like I used to. Now wanting to get back with her is al I can think of. She texted me to wish myself and my family a Merry Christmas, to which I responded cordially. But I know exactly what you mean. I feel like I'm going through the breakup all over again.

 

I want so much to take her back and be with her, but I know the thought of the breakup will be in the back of my mind - hurting the "new" relationship. I plan on going NC for a few months and re-connecting when I'm ready. I miss her more than anything though and I know exactly how you feel. The thought of the previous Christmas and all we did together just kept coming back.

 

Remain strong. Were all here for each other.

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I totally feel you, today I just broke down. Seeing my cousin and his girlfriend and my family teasing them saying they were the "lovebirds" I felt so depressed. Because that was once me. And now it's all gone. I just lost it and to ifht I found myself driving around visiting all the places that we would park my car and make out in my car like a couple of teenagers. And the times we would talk. :( 8 months post breakup and 3 months NC. This holiday really broke me down I cannot wait until it's over.:( I miss my ex so much. We had a wonderful thing going for us it only last 8 months. I miss us so much today. I will never contact him , ever though. Ever. But I miss him .

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