alexjames Posted December 25, 2013 Posted December 25, 2013 Last Christmas I was with my ex. It was the best Christmas day I've ever had. I was surrounded by my family and my beautiful girlfriend, life was perfect. In February of this year, she ended things, which left me heartbroken beyond belief. I still think about her everyday and miss her. I got introduced to a girl back in August this year and well, she was stunning. We hit it off straight away and within a couple of weeks were together. We got on so well, she was the most beautiful girl I've ever met and once again, I was happy. 2.5 months later it went a little dodgy and she left me. I know it was such a short term thing, but it has really affected me. I think of her all the time, no matter where I am, who I'm with or what I'm doing. I have visions of spending Today with her, but no! Recently, I have heard that BOTH of these girls are with new people (The first is with a guy in a different country!) and they are spending Christmas with their new partners. I have been no contact with both of them since the break ups, but it's ruining my day and it's only 11am here in the UK haha! I'm with my family but can't do anything without thinking about them. How happy I was this time last year and now the 2 people that have made me the happiest in my life are now making me the saddest and most depressed I've been, purely because they are no longer part of my life. I have such strong feelings towards them both, so I really struggle, especially Today! :'(
Author alexjames Posted December 25, 2013 Author Posted December 25, 2013 It's now coming upto midnight here, and it has been by far the worst Christmas I've ever had. Seeing on facebook all my mates going on about how happy they are with their partners, how special it has been to spend it with them etc, and I can't stop thinking about my ex's, how they will be with their new partners, laughing and joking and making each other feel the most loved girl on the planet etc...It should have still been me. I've cried so much Today and will continue Tonight. Everyone is happy, but I'm just a mess. I feel so lonely and empty and can't see anything changing for a while, how have they moved on so quickly and acting like I don't exist?! I bet I havent been in any of their thoughts since the days they split up from me. Both of them. I can't stand this
Coping17 Posted December 26, 2013 Posted December 26, 2013 Sorry you are hurting Alexjames. You will be there soon, you just have to allow it to happen. Make yourself a better person in the meantime or do something you couldn't do you when you were in a relationship. If you look at it the other way, you have freedom!! Merry Christmas!
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