Softie Posted December 24, 2013 Posted December 24, 2013 Been doing ok, better in fact. Anti depress probably are helping. Been in NC for 3.5 weeks, LC for 3.5 months, BU 3.5 months ago. I'm not going to contact or anything but just really lonely, not alone this Christmas but lonely and missing him a bit. Still Annoyed at him too for BU with me & all the future faking etc but doesn't stop you missing them esp at my favourite time of year, a time for coming together with friends & family but no bf. Everyone else seems to have a SO or children :-((
julzfromsa Posted December 24, 2013 Posted December 24, 2013 i know how you feel - you know its for the better but doesnt stop the pain or hurt. Doesnt stop the longing to hold or speak to that person you love. BUT the person you love doesnt exist anymore, that person is gone.. they are changed and truth be told, that changed person is someone you cannot love. 1
JDPT Posted December 24, 2013 Posted December 24, 2013 Be grateful for family and people that surround you during the holidays. i always like to think that it could be worse, i could be sitting in my apartment all by my damn self. I used to be petrified at the thought of the holidays just a few months ago not that I'm here i feel ok. I don't need my ex to make it special, i make anything special all by myself. 1
Author Softie Posted December 24, 2013 Author Posted December 24, 2013 Be grateful for family and people that surround you during the holidays. i always like to think that it could be worse, i could be sitting in my apartment all by my damn self. I used to be petrified at the thought of the holidays just a few months ago not that I'm here i feel ok. I don't need my ex to make it special, i make anything special all by myself. Very true. I am looking forward to tomorrow with my family, we always have a good time I just wish he was going to be a part of it, as much as I am glad he is not. Funny old thing is emotions and love!! Not a lot of sense in it at times 1
JDPT Posted December 24, 2013 Posted December 24, 2013 Forward motion, the past is gone, just like the air we breathe, we can breathe better now. I like to look forward and expand my horizons, i was running in place getting nowhere fast in the past. Future looks promising and full of opportunities. Enjoy the moments as they come, as they go.
Harradin Posted December 24, 2013 Posted December 24, 2013 You'll have a cheaper Xmas as you didn't need to buy anything for an SO. I quite enjoy being single because of how much money I save haha
legion113 Posted December 24, 2013 Posted December 24, 2013 You'll have a cheaper Xmas as you didn't need to buy anything for an SO. I quite enjoy being single because of how much money I save haha Ain't that the freaking truth. I must have saved myself like 5 grand. 1
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