New beginnings are often disguised as painful endings

[BlessYourCottonSocks]

I got to my mom's house last night and I slept in a BED after a week of sleeping on a couch. I slept for 12 hours!!! And I woke up peaceful, happy and thankful for this wonderful time of year. I'm in a state of bliss to just be able to spend this time with my mom and my family tomorrow.

 

And I am EXTREMELY thankful for beds, just saying...

[BlessYourCottonSocks]

Merry Christmas Ex.

 

Miss you today. You were supposed to be here.

 

I hope you're thinking of me...

[jphcbpa]

Facing Love Addiction by Pia Mellody

[BlessYourCottonSocks]

You're like that one sock that disappears in the laundry. I don't know what I did to lose you, but I want you back. My feet are cold and it's weird only wearing one sock.

[billyjotomas]

Cold turkey is painful!! lol But I'm starting off small...30 days of NC and then when I reach that...I will do another 30 days...and so on. Or should I take it week by week? I've never actually done this (the proper way) so I just want to do it the right way this time.

 

Some things I'll be discussing with my therapist:

-Codependency

-Low Self Esteem (I don't think I'm fat or ugly, but obviously I must not value myself if I took back a guy who said he isn't in love with me and treated me poorly)

-Letting go

 

What is the best form of therapy? Does talking really help someone move on and let go?

 

 

Its horrible thing to say, the more i read the more it makes me think why would anyone contemplate taking someone back if they said not 'in love' anyhow i hope everything is going well make sure u have a support network. x