saltyfishhead666 Posted December 22, 2013 Posted December 22, 2013 I've not been on here for awhile. I have attempted to not talk about the break up or really think about it. It'll have been 4 months in a few days. Someone asked me last week how long I'd been single and I didn't realize it ended so long ago. The time has flown. I always mentioned when I saw a car like his I would double take. I don't do that so much these days anymore. I saw his car a few days ago. I can push him out of my mind, most of the time. I just pretend he's gone away to another country and I will never have to see him again. Today I just don't seem to be able to do this (hence the writing it down) I have that rejection feeling in my gut today, I am teary I don't know where it's come from but I want it to go away again. I don't know what he's doing, he doesn't know what I'm doing. I changed my number and deleted his awhile ago now. I just feel right now that that bit of my puzzle is missing and I already lost him so long ago. Some of you may remember me, some won't. Whoever you are and whatever you are going through I hope you are as ok as can be expected. Writing things down as and when you need too I feel helps. It also helps that there are so many good people on here who more often than not pick you up when you are feeling your lowest and tell you the truth even though you don't want to believe it. Merry christmas everyone x 4
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