acidios Posted December 22, 2013 Posted December 22, 2013 1st of all sorry about my English. this weekend is the hardest of my life its xmas I lost my job and im all alone,my friends are with their families all they are married and its hard to bother them with my problems. I am all alone in a house that I bought to make family with her every object in this house remind me of her everything has been bought in the time we where together (we started buying stuff even before that time I bought the house). I must tell that I don't have economical problem I got other sources of income,i was working from the days I was 18 years old (im 32 right now) so that allows me to be a little picky on the jobs that im searching but the worst part in all that is I have a lot of free time. today is exactly 2 months from the day of the BU and Im broken I have sent her a text if she wants to go out with me...I got not no reply... I know she have moved on she dint even send me a happy birthday message (I had birthday in 14th of this month). I have tried everything that I can to make things better im walking for about 40 mins each day,im reading stuff,playing video games etc and ofc Im searching for a job. but today even the walking outside was painfull everyone was happy in the streets full of xmas spirit and I was all grumpy I don't know how to fight it enymore... the reasons that she left my after a 6 years relationship was that she wanted to look her self now and that she dint had the obligation to follow me on the next step (living together family etc)
Mr me to Posted December 22, 2013 Posted December 22, 2013 Dude I feel your pain... I couldn't cope with being in our family home, too many memories. I have left everything and rented it out. Moved to a new city closer to family. Will have to find new job and house in new year, but I'd rather that than living in a memory. I'm 4 months post break up and only now has the importance of n.c sunk in. She not the same person. She doesn't care about you and every time you contact her the more she will see you as weak and guess what the weaker you will become. Keep yourself respect dude. Don't allow yourself to be rejected over and over... Stay strong bro
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