Mr me to Posted December 22, 2013 Posted December 22, 2013 No contact is extremely hard today... I dreamt about her last night. So vivid and real the pain is so fresh today, I woke up and couldn't breathe. I love this woman so much., for the past 6 years she has been my life. I'm having my children tonight it's so close to Christmas and I know this is the last time I'll see them before... The thought of being away from my family is becoming so much to bare.. Why can I only see the good in her after everything I'm making excuses for her and want her back... I'm such a mug sat here in tears while she's out with god knows who not sparing a thought for me.
loveiswar101 Posted December 22, 2013 Posted December 22, 2013 Hang in there buddy, hang in there...Enjoy your kids... 1
mikejensen3355 Posted December 22, 2013 Posted December 22, 2013 I'm sorry dude, I know it's hard. I only dated mine for a year and half so I can only imagine how much grief comes with 6 years. But be thankful you have your kids. I loved my ex's kids like they were my own and I'll never see them again. You can still celebrate Christmas with yours even if you won't have them on that specific day. You can fight to live for them even if it feels like you can't for yourself at times. I wish I had that. Just hang in there and enjoy the night with your children. It'll probably hurt for a while, I'm 6 months post-breakup and the pain is still intense. But I think your kids will definitely help you and your road to recovery, you could be in a lot better shape in that much time. 1
Author Mr me to Posted December 22, 2013 Author Posted December 22, 2013 Cheers fellas, just needed to get it out there. Made it through another day with my pride and no contact intact. The struggle continues this is without doubt the worst year of my life, roll on 2014... Heard a quote today ... Woman think men will change but they never do, Men think woman will never change but they do..
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