btvdts Posted December 8, 2013 Posted December 8, 2013 first of all I want to say thank you to LS and everyone here because it would so much harder to deal with this break up. so here goes. am I lucky? am I lucky that I will never see her again because I moved a 1000 miles away? am I lucky that she's the type of girl that hides her feelings and pretends that I never existed? am I lucky that I will probably never hear from her because there was someone else? am I lucky that she won't be blowing up my phone because she is occupied with her family and friends? am I lucky that where I live now there is nothing to actually remind me of her because she never was here with me? am I lucky that i'll never get bread crumbs from her or hear from her when its a special day (birthday with passed no word from her) am I lucky that I'm starting to forget her face because I deleted the pictures, deactivated my FB, and took her off my phone. I was going to ask her to marry me. AM I LUCKY that she broke up with me before this and never knew my intentions? many of you will say yes you are F**King lucky! but I don't feel lucky because I still love her very much and I think of her everyday. I know I will forget her, but that's what's sad, that I will forget her. that one day this girl won't mean to me what she means to me now.
Fangorn Posted December 9, 2013 Posted December 9, 2013 Yeah, you are lucky. This sounds like exactly the same thing I'm going through with the same type of girl. Just remember you don't love her, who she is, the person you now know her to be. You're simply in love with the memories with the person you thought she was. A clean break is the best thing you can do, it'll be hard for some time but now you can go out an conquer the world. Don't give her a second thought, she's not giving you any.
MoveAlong Posted December 9, 2013 Posted December 9, 2013 My ex was similar...but I don't think this is a matter of being lucky. If the relationship ended, it ended. There is no better or worse. I still love her...and I miss our time and conversations...but that isn't going to bring her back. I hate to say it, but I'm beginning to think that after I take some time to heal and improve myself, I need to fill the void. It's like when your dog runs away, you feel sad for while, but eventually, you get another one.
MoooOinkBaaa Posted December 9, 2013 Posted December 9, 2013 You're not lucky, unless you wanted to have your heart broken. I know I will forget her, but that's what's sad, that I will forget her. that one day this girl won't mean to me what she means to me now. At least it's temporary sad, once you do forget her it's not sad anymore so you're lucky after all.
brokeNlost Posted December 9, 2013 Posted December 9, 2013 I know how exactly how you feel. I was going to marry my ex. What really pissed me off the most was a few days after we broke up, she even had the audacity to ask me if I would come to her wedding when she married her new boyfriend. Yet, somehow I still loved her even after everything she done to me.
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