alexjames Posted December 6, 2013 Posted December 6, 2013 I've only ever had 2 partners (I'm 21). The first one left me back in February after a tough few weeks before hand (We had been together 9 months, but I loved her so much it was unreal! I still think about her literally everyday and still cry over her at times. For some reason, I just had the sudden urge to look at her Facebook page (we aren't friends on there but her profile is on public so anyone can read it). Just seeing her picture killed me, it was one that I took of her on valentines day, just 5 days before the break up. Also her ''timeline'' photo was one from the same day, of the snowy hills as we were on holiday. I read some of her statuses on there, and it seems she is back with her ex, who she was with before me (they were engaged but he cheated so she left him). But when she was with me, she hated him, she cried and got angry at every mention of him. Also, we are in England and he lives in Denmark. She is going over to Denmark for Christmas (I can only assume it's to be with him as I only know this by reading her statuses). I have been NC since the day she ended it, but I can't forget her, I think I still love her and to see her move on with her life and getting with other people (seemingly her ex...) it kills me and I really can't cope :'(. She has also got a load of guys writing on her page saying how beautiful she is etc etc... I'm an absolute mess, but why?!?
RespectfullyAlone Posted December 6, 2013 Posted December 6, 2013 Bro, don't look at her FB page, DON'T. My Ex's FB page is public too and I'm nearing the 1 year mark since she left me very suddenly with little to no explanation. Stupidly a few months after the breakup and even before that I looked at her page. It killed me seeing her with this new guy, that quite possibly she was secretly lining up or with when with me. I finally took the hard medicine and decided I would NEVER look at her page ever again, and I haven't. It doesn't mean I don't miss her, and I still love her very much. But seeing her pictures was only good for a very split second as it brings back many wonderful memories, and then... the sh*t memories and pain of them leaving you flood back too. Most of all, you're reminded you're alone still in love with someone who broke your heart. So please don't look at her FB anymore, or her Twitter or anything on social media. At this point I hope you have deleted her number, txts, pictures and anything to do with her from your phone and computer. 1
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