Agony Posted December 5, 2013 Posted December 5, 2013 (edited) Oh where to begin. I was in a polyamorous relationship with a married woman for almost a year and half. She constantly broke up with me or emotionally abused me in someways. The last break up was four months ago. Mid September was the last time I talked to her. It was an emotional 5 hour phone conversation. Her crying telling me she loves me and misses me, invited me to her house. Told me her husband wants her to be monogamous with him and that she was renewing her wedding vows with him. That she would only ever date me and noone else. A bunch of manipulative lies. Fast forward to three days ago. The next thing that happened is there is poly website she left my pictures with her and her husband stating we are all in a relationship. I never dated her husband. So I emailed her asking if she would remove it bc I got a new job blah blah. She emailed me saying she deleted it. I did not respond. My ex has a profile on a dating website. She doesn't have a pic up of herself b/c of privacy reason (meaning she doesn't want me to know about it) Guess who has the nerve to check me out. Her!!! I clicked on her picture so she could see that I looked. I know it's her because of the picture she used. It's something she used to use as her facebook picture and she also lied about what City she lives in. I also know its her bc of her profile. Out of curiosity about an hour later I checked her facebook page. She posted our song that she dedicated to me several times and saw this band in concert together when we first started dating with "kisses" above the you tube video about 30 minutes after she viewed my profile. Then she posts "I see you" in another post. Now I am asking myself was this meant for me or am I reading into it? The next day she emails me congratulating me on my new job and wished me good luck then told me blessings. I responded Thank you (her name). She never responded back. All this did was make me hurt so much more. My heart is broken and shattered. I know she doesn't care about me at all. That I am nothing. Why can't I move on? Why is it so easy for her? Edited December 5, 2013 by a LoveShack.org Moderator
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