is he using me?

[bulldogs33]

okay so me and this guy "talked" for 6 months. he was the first guy i ever liked but for some reason i was sacred to actually date him because i never had a real bf. long story short he took my virginity and whatever our relationship was, was all sex. eveytime we hung out we had sex. he would constantly tell me thats not what he wanted at all and how he wanted to date but for some reason i never wanted to commit and he still stood by my side even though i wouldint date him. at the end of the 6 monthes we barley hung out and only texted. eventually he slowly stop texting me and i freaked. texting him long paragraphs saying i can change things ill date him, how i really liked him and i cant believe has doing this to me. most the time he ignored them so i stopped texting. weeks would go by and i would text him again sayaing i missed him and tried to get him back. he would just ignore the text or give me some bs excuse telling me to "play hard to get" or i liked him too much and he didnt want to hurt me so thats why he just stoped talking to me. i knew i didnt deserve this but i still tried so hard to get him back. i ignored him time after time to try to let him miss me but it never worked i always gave in. months went by and thats when we started hooking up and i let him complety use me time after time. the first time we had sex after we stopped talking i told him thats not how i wanted things to be and he said he was on the same boat yet never did anyhthing to change it. he keept his ways and still texted me only to hook up and i gave in eveytime. or i would see him at a party and we would act like eveything was fine and nothing ever happend between us and then we would hook up and he wouldint talk to me after...this past weeekend i had a party and he texted me asking if he could come and i said yes of coarse. that night we flirted like we always did ad he even turned down this other girl to be with me at the moment . that night after he left i remembered how muvh i misses him and miss talking to him and hanging out with him but i dont think he misses me at all. eveyone tells me hes just using me and i should move on. (btw hes not that attractive either and a lot of people tell me i am and i get asked very often if i model and all his friends have all also tried getting with me)so i know i cn do better but for some reason i just cant get over him and i STILL want him to want me like he used to.. should i text him and try to tell him how i feel again and risk get rejected or ignored and ruin the chances of ever letting time let him come back to me. or should i just try to move on and ignore him and stop hooking up with him?

[Haydn]

Yes i would say he is using you. Forget him today, dont answer him dont look at social media, sounds like you could do so much better than this. Dont be any ones doormat even if you love them. Its a nasty game he is playing. Listen to your friends and go out and meet someone fantastic!