ajogokats Posted December 31, 2004 Share Posted December 31, 2004 Yes,apologizing for not calling back. She has been sick. I played it cool and was very cordial, short answers,very vague. She said sorry to bother you, I left it alone after that. Didnt reply anymore. It felt good and I'm not returning the ball,in fact I'm leaving the court ,I'll be back, AJ. Link to post Share on other sites
Puma Posted December 31, 2004 Share Posted December 31, 2004 haha what did i tell ya man, good job. now keep that up and dont get too excited..be happy and feel good bout urself that comes first Link to post Share on other sites
Author ajogokats Posted December 31, 2004 Author Share Posted December 31, 2004 Damn Puma that felt soooo good. I'm going to soak that one in and let her do the wondering, I'm sick of being a damn door mat. I went to the store a little while ago and thought about me and going to try to go the fck on down the road,without her if necessary. I almost forgot,I'm a man ,not a snot-nose little boy.Better start acting like one, AJ. Link to post Share on other sites
Puma Posted December 31, 2004 Share Posted December 31, 2004 thats the right mentality u have to have. yea i know it sure feels good! beeen there also..but where im at right now is great. i know i dont need her to behappy..i can be happy on my own as u can also. its all psychological when dealin with these things. tell urself everyday that ur a great guy and no one can take that from you!!repeat that to urself often and u'll feel great..then when things liek taht happen it will good as u justfound out. remember change ur thoughts and u change ur behavior..everythin we do is stemmed from our mind. Link to post Share on other sites
Author ajogokats Posted December 31, 2004 Author Share Posted December 31, 2004 Puma,I know you're right. We had a convo a couple of weeks ago and she hit me with a reality that really hit home. I realized she was right about things I need to change. I have taken small steps to improved me, now if she calls laying anymore on me I've got ammo,WE ALL have things to improve,it's easy to criticise but hard to admit your faults, but we all have em. If your smart you will take a step to eliminate them,I am and will continue to. Besides we are all a lot better off than most in this world,I pray for those victims of the tsunami,our problems are miniscule in comparison, I wont forget that. AJ. Link to post Share on other sites
Puma Posted December 31, 2004 Share Posted December 31, 2004 yes of course no one is perfect, we all have things to improve on. when it comes to relationships..there is never solely one person with all the fault..things happen for a reason. so just improve urself and laterinthe future if u two meet up..then she will see that and guess what, u might even find that she has changed too..but for the worst haha. thats the irony cause thats happened to me with prior ex's, i just improved myself so much that i felt they didnt deserve me!! tahts what i have been blessed with good nature and confidence haha..its great, plus the ladies love that..if they say they dont..they lyin. and yes very unfortunate tragedy that happened cause of the tsunami..and it goes to prove that we as humans take the most importnat things for granted: LIFE. pray to God we still have it and are blessed to be alive to even feel these emotions Link to post Share on other sites
Author ajogokats Posted December 31, 2004 Author Share Posted December 31, 2004 I thank God for the gifts he has given me.I ask forgiveness and I give forgiveness,if we dont,we will surely pay the ultimate price. Kind of puts things in perspective, our problems really are minor. Thanks, AJ. Link to post Share on other sites
Puma Posted December 31, 2004 Share Posted December 31, 2004 yes thats good...see u already improvin!! gettin closer to God is always more benificial than anythin we can do in our lives i think whos the real master? yup He is. "ask and ye shall receive"..thats comforting also to think. haha i got God on speeddial hes my homie and confidante through any pain or hurt i may feel at any time..but also when im happy and thankful as well Link to post Share on other sites
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