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So.

 

B vitamin shots have been revolutionary.

 

Up until about 48 hours or so before I'm due for the next ones and then...

 

Crash.

 

So, this time it was really fun because before leaving for my hometown (about five hours away from where I usually am over break, but this time 6 hours, because I was staying at a friend's place last night), I intelligently took a time-release B complex to hopefully help.

 

So, something about my poor absorption and the time release, caused this strange effect of one bad and good hours alternating. Pretty much exactly 60 minutes-ish (do not ask me why, I have no idea).

 

So these three factors lined up perfectly.

 

1) His town is on the interstate, and I have to pass through it on my way home. To be fair, it is only about 30 or so minutes from my town. Just as I was coming into his town, it got dark.

 

2) B vitamin crash/post supplement bad hour started about 15 minutes before entering his town.

 

3) Anybody's guess the last time I drove from his town to my town in the dark? (most of the time if I travel, it is to visit my friends in the opposite direction, so I don't get back west much)? The night of our last meeting on September 6th.

 

Thankfully, the B vitamins are swinging up again, and so right now I am feeling a little better, but geesh!!!

 

It is not fair. When my vitamins are good (especially with the shots) I am over him.

 

Get rid of my vitamins?

 

Back in the trenches.

 

And you should have heard the stupid thoughts that I tried unsuccessfully to shove out of my head, about how the only thing I was ever going to get from him about his feelings, I've already gotten, and it was in that gym visit where he didn't even talk to me, but still felt like it was okay I guess, to look pissy if other guys tried to even talk to me. I'm never going to get a note, an explanation, I'm never going to hear him say it...etc.

 

In other words, it was like I was back at week 1 or 2.

 

Grrr!!!

 

Gluten sucks. B vitamin absorption issues even more so.

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Do B-Vitamins supposedly help with depression or something?

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Do B-Vitamins supposedly help with depression or something?

 

B6 and B12 are necessary in the metabolism of nearly every cell of your body. They help release the proper levels of glucose and are necessary in cell replication and protein production.

 

Without going into specifics, you need them to keep your energy levels up and your body functioning properly.

 

Have too little, and everything starts to slow down and get little wibbly-wobbly.

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This seems familiar...how are you doing right NOW

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Little better.

 

I probably will have a low level "thing/ depression/ missing him until my shots tomorrow.

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I think we can provide some distractions until then...maybe?

 

I'll throw out some music - if you haven't listened to Amanda Palmer, I recommend her. Weeeeeell, most of her.

 

 

Or, if you'd like something more upbeat, I suggest the song "Sing".

 

Apologies if this isn't your style lol

 

Also, glad to hear you're feeling a little better...I'm sorry you're having a relapse, even if it is vitamin related :-/

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Little better.

 

I probably will have a low level "thing/ depression/ missing him until my shots tomorrow.

 

Don't sugar coat it, how do you really feel?

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Don't sugar coat it, how do you really feel?

 

Am I that obvious? Just had a freaking fantasy of him coming back. It even featured AWOLNation's " It's not your fault"

 

In other words, the hourly good/bad crash thing is still on. If you want to get technical, I suppose I might be bawling my stupid little eyes out to said song. And though I'd love to say that surely here is the psychosocial in the biopsychosocial model caused by driving through his town, but I know after the vitamin shots, ill be back to where I was!

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Am I that obvious? Just had a freaking fantasy of him coming back. It even featured AWOLNation's " It's not your fault"

 

In other words, the hourly good/bad crash thing is still on. If you want to get technical, I suppose I might be bawling my stupid little eyes out to said song. And though I'd love to say that surely here is the psychosocial in the biopsychosocial model caused by driving through his town, but I know after the vitamin shots, ill be back to where I was!

 

Maybe you just need a visit from the tickle monster :bunny:

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Maybe you just need a visit from the tickle monster :bunny:

 

Great! Now I'm listening to he song crying and laughing.:lmao:

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I always laugh when I cry....I went nuts awhile back

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I always laugh when I cry....I went nuts awhile back

 

*inquires sweetly*. Awhile back? :bunny::)

 

(Kidding, of course!)

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*inquires sweetly*. Awhile back? :bunny::)

 

(Kidding, of course!)

 

I crossed the double yellow lines a few exits back

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I think we can provide some distractions until then...maybe?

 

I'll throw out some music - if you haven't listened to Amanda Palmer, I recommend her. Weeeeeell, most of her.

 

 

Or, if you'd like something more upbeat, I suggest the song "Sing".

 

Apologies if this isn't your style lol

 

Also, glad to hear you're feeling a little better...I'm sorry you're having a relapse, even if it is vitamin related :-/

 

Sorry Pfenix, I totally missed this post until now! I will check out said music tomorrow, because I can't stop listening to my new addiction at the moment. :-). And also because if I get excited about a new artist ill be up even later. :-)

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I crossed the double yellow lines a few exits back

 

I think I may have crossed them a couple states back.

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Wrong post (edited because I was responding to)

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I've seen you make other posts about this in the past Anya. Is this some kind of diagnosed medical condition you have? Have you talked to a doctor about this? Highs and lows related to your ex are terrible, I probably go through them every day now. One moment you feel normal and fine, in the right frame of mind. The next it's like you're back on day one, all the sadness and anger comes flooding back. So I know it's hard, hang in there <3 And vent on here whenever the lows get to be too much.

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Good to see the words "feeling better" being used from time to time. Hopefully there comes a time, wherein if you have B Vitamins or not and/or have your ex back or not you can reach a place where that "feeling better" becomes an "I am better." :p

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