Pa76 Posted November 29, 2013 Posted November 29, 2013 Well today is rough. Thought could push through it but suddenly today I fell back a lot and am just angry and don't want to be around anyone. Hating holidays and over them completely. Big difference in a day.
elbe Posted November 29, 2013 Posted November 29, 2013 I always have dreams of my ex where I am holding her in my arms and I sit there reflecting on how lucky I am to share my life with her. How I am so blessed to have found someone like her. I wake up and realize it was just a dream and it makes me cry every time. I then check my phone hoping she texts me and tells me she misses me as much as I miss her and see there is nothing and I lay there just wishing it was all over. You know what's funny? I have been having these dreams about my ex the past couple of nights until last night. Last night I had a dream about the bad times (lol). We were fighting so bad and I just wanted to tell her to go **** herself. Then I woke up and remembered -- that's why we are maintaining no contact. That exact reason. Reality was much harsher than dreams.
acidios Posted November 29, 2013 Posted November 29, 2013 worst time..well its right now 3:25..night..total silence outside.. my heart is in panic right now,another night that i will not sleep,i miss her so much i want to hug her touch her i feel that will lose my sanity. im thinking of calling her at the morning to talk to her about a date but our last meeting was bad it ended with my crying..yes im a loser i cried infront of her. i dont know what to do i miss her so much
Omei Posted November 29, 2013 Posted November 29, 2013 In my dreams he acts like the person I fell for, everything he was, he loved me and never dared to hurt me it feels wonderful until... Then I wake up realise that version of him is gone all the cruel things said and him wanting to give up comes back and its real again. I get most upset then. Otherwise im pretty okay
elbe Posted November 29, 2013 Posted November 29, 2013 Definitely late, late at night and early in the morning. It does get better with time. This is my first "single" thanksgiving in a long time and that is tough too...
Amaury Posted November 29, 2013 Posted November 29, 2013 For me its the weekends or long nights when she would sleep over and we would stay up watching movies making love. Now my free nights feel like eternity
EnigmaWolf92 Posted November 29, 2013 Posted November 29, 2013 With knowing my ex's schedule its normally times when I know we used to talk. Nights mostly nights lead to dreams and emotions get dragged up right before sleep. and any day that was significant that we spent together. And lately I'm finding work last year thoughts of her motivated me at work now it just seems like well work..
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